It is quite challenging to lead a Christian life. Because we are sinners. Despite the fact that I proclaim to love Jesus, I fall so many times. Often I do not love, do not pray, or live a holy life. Why so many failures? Because we are sinners. We try to take things into our own hands and do things ourselves and then get frustrated. Often we pursue things that are not meaningful, lack love, and does not glorify Jesus. As I ponder my failures, I realize that I have to repent more. I have to let the Holy Spirit take control of me. Instead of doing things my way. Father, forgive me for my sins and disobedience. Please humble me and let me repent more and love more. I know repenting, humbling, and loving all connect. Let me bear the fruits of the Holy Spirit. I need You Jesus. Hold me close and heal me because I am lost without You. Jesus, let us pray more and love more everyday. Thank You so much. In Your mighty name we pray Amen.